Conversations with Amoda Maa - Exploring Awareness Through Dialogue and Living Inquiry

What is the true feminine and masculine in awakening — and how have these principles become distorted in both women and men? In this intimate conversation, Amoda and Kavi explore the feminine as openness and uncompromising presence, and the masculine as clarity and service — not as identities, but as expressions of consciousness itself.

Together they examine how distortion arises through ego-identification, how love withdraws in the face of domination, and how embodied awakening restores a natural harmony between these qualities. This is transcendence not as escape from life, but as realization lived fully through form.
This discourse was taken from a recent in-person retreat in North Carolina, 2026, USA.

In this episode Amoda and Kavi explore a question that has echoed through the centuries of spiritual seeking: Do you need a guru to awaken?
Throughout history, seekers have gathered around teachers, mystics, masters — drawn by something intangible, something alive. Amoda spent time at the Osho Ashram in Pune in the years after Osho had left the body, immersed in his teachings and the field that remained.
In this conversation, we explore her experience there, the role of the guru, the power and danger of projection, and what it truly means to awaken. Is the guru a necessity — or a mirror? And what is the true source of awakening?
Some of the questions we explored:
Do you actually need a guru to awaken?
What is a guru, really?
Is awakening dependent on another, or is it always within oneself?

What drew you to Osho's teachings after he had left the body?
What was happening in you that longed for guidance or direction?
Did you feel you were seeking a guru — or something deeper?

In this talk, Amoda Maa invites us turn from the recognition of the light of being to its embodiment — the lived expression of awakening in the midst of ordinary life.
Recognition shows us that our true nature is awareness.
Embodiment asks: How do I live this in the chaos, beauty, and unpredictability of being human?
Embodiment is an ongoing journey — not a final state. It is the gentle returning, again and again, to the silent radiance that is always here. Even in the darkest moments, when we meet life with openness rather than resistance, the light reveals itself.
Taken from a Weekend Online Retreat titled "The Illumination of God's Being" held in November 2025.

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In this talk, Amoda Maa dismantles the persistent myth that awakening or enlightenment delivers a perfect, pain-free, or effortless life. Awakening does not eliminate life's polarity—its ups and downs, birth and death, pleasure and pain.
What fundamentally changes is the end of resistance. When there is no longer a separate self opposing experience, a deep peace and acceptance arise that are not dependent on circumstances. From this absence of resistance, life may or may not change externally. Safety and comfort are discovered as inherent in being itself, not produced by conditions.
This is a different understanding of perfection—not a flawless life, but a wholehearted intimacy with life as it is, beyond duality, beyond expectation.
Taken from a series of discourses given at the "Five Spiritual Myths" online gathering held in January 2025.

In this episode of 'Conversations with Amoda Maa,' Amoda and Kavi explore what she calls the "light (radiance) of being"—our essential, quality-less nature that's prior to personality, thought, emotion, and circumstance.
Amoda clarifies that "light" isn't a special effect or perfected persona; it's the ever-present transparency of awareness that remains when all experiences pass.
The conversation unpacks how veils of conditioning (guilt, shame, unworthiness, grievance, the acquisitive ego) obscure this radiance, and how glimpses often arise in shock, beauty, or profound presence when the mind stops referencing.
Awakening is both sudden and gradual: nothing outward needs to change, yet life is revolutionized from grasping and drama to a lightness of being—an ordinary, intimate openness that meets daily life without seeking the next moment for fulfillment.
They touch on the potency of the shared field in gatherings, the end of horizontal seeking, and the simple inner inquiry: "What remains when experience passes?"
The episode closes with a note about Amoda's forthcoming book, Unveiling the Light of Being, and upcoming events.